The effects of constant turmoil can be burnout. I’ve experienced plenty in my life and in reality, I have “quit” the ministry many many times. The truth is though, I have never told anyone!  This podcast purposes to talk a little about the issue of ministry fatigue, its causes, its purposes and most of all, its remedy.

Our suffering as Christians is clearly a gift from God, a blessing and a way through which the Lord reveals His might to us. Consider this, rejoice in the pain and see the hand of the Lord.

And deep-seated cultural codes, religious beliefs and structural biases have to be changed

While the efforts surrounding this small quotation are honorable in relation to the empowerment of women’s rights, the context in which these words were spoken are dangerously wicked. In speaking about abortion rights, this line was enforced as one of the ways in which laws would be backed with “resources and political will”. While Christians should abhor what is evil and hold to what is Good, sometimes what is good is coupled with what is evil in an attempt to placate to the deception of Satan while feeding the desires of a depraved world and the flesh that is certain to find eternal judgment.  Only blind individuals or misogynistic patriarchs would deny that our sisters are surely “second class” in so many eyes, it does not allow for the reduction of truth and the banishment of divine decrees in order to do what is right.

When one desires to change the essence and explicit dogma of righteousness by what is pleasing or “culturally” acceptable it brings many consequences. Two of them are, a hatred for resistance by the contrary and persecution of the firm.  “Rights have to exist in practice” says this leader, who doesn’t understand that her very words will condemn her when she stands before the eternal judge who clearly shows that murder, of anyone, is murder and no matter how the plane lands, the heart of the murder, if not transformed by the grace of the Lord, will remain condemned. When “deep-seated” codes of cultural religious beliefs and structural biases have to be changed by the leaders of a nation in order to exercise new rights that conflict with righteousness persecution and ultimately the death of true believers is inevitable.

Remember these words beloved. We are guaranteed to share in the suffering of Jesus Christ as a good soldier. Not by fighting to win but standing as though we have already won. When the attack comes, it will come from the locals, the churches, the neighbors, the spouse, the kids, and those who love you most. The body of Christ will have to endure the persecution that follows the world’s ways and we must do it with gentleness, humility and pity toward those who would rather see us burn on a pyre than to tell them the truth of the Gospel. Keep in step with what is taught us, keep in step with the Lord Jesus (in His grace), and keep in step with the future that we know is ours; not of this world, but gloriously awaiting us who are kept by the power of God!

Do not be deceived, the culture hates the Lord, the natural man wants to do what is contrary to the Lord’s will and design and all these things we see, all the bullying against holiness and the advocating for abortion, same-sex marriage, racism, greed, monarchy and the like are preparing to see the wrath of God poured out on all unrighteousness. May the Lord grant us a heart to pray that we send forth the gospel to a dead world; not a dying one.

Lord have mercy on the souls of men. Lord thank you for the cross – Jesus was killed for preaching the words of God!

Pastor James


broken church building

Pastors, never forget the fragile state in which we live and serve. We are flesh, all of us, and must depend upon the mighty hand of God in all things. It is God who keeps us and holds us from the schemes of the enemy, the attacks of the world and the lust of the flesh. God in Christ Jesus seals us in holiness and steadfastness, gives us a heart to love the church of Christ with all the affection of Christ and allows us to find the greatest satisfaction amongst the deepest of suffering. We must never move our eyes from the glory of the one who can sit us upon the rock of righteousness and who has snatched us out of death, out of darkness and transferred us to the light of the Son and to the Kingdom therein. When this life is “able” we fail. When we look to our own holiness, we fail. When we feel content in our walk with Christ, we fail. When we subject our calling to the ways and ideals of this world, we fail. But even then oh brothers, Christ cannot fail and He will rescue us from the mundane, the philosophy of our minds, the brokenness of our discipline and the lacking of our zeal. Then our broken shards will cut through the dead flesh of men by the proclamation of Christ who sets the prisoners free by the blood poured from His own broken body. Remember that it is a gift of the miraculous grace of God when we suffer, when we mourn, when we are lowly so that our pride is put behind us and our very souls are endeavored to rest in His supreme hand.

May our boasting be in Christ and may our lives be a sacrifice to the praise of HIS glorious grace; not our own lest we labor for nothing.  It is far better to be no one in any historical sense and to have the mount of calvary as our epitaph in an unmarked grave than to be honored by men and praised through generations only to realize we left trash to be burned at the coming of the Lord.

Rise up pastor, bow down pastor… the Lord is true.

Pastor James

Foxes Martyr Fire Pictures

In the last month I have spent hours pouring through the pages of Foxe’s Acts and Monuments.  The stories are more than just a glimpse into church history and the faith of the persecuted before us, but an opportunity to dig deep into the reality of God’s gracious breath of perseverance for His people who laid not in fear but stood in the faithfulness of Christ while they burned, drowned and had their heads removed.  These writings are very difficult to find in print but Still Waters Revival Books has placed much of them as audio files on  Here is that listing, please enjoy. You can read for free the entire collection at
Continue reading “Foxe’s Book of Martyrs | A Wonderful Opportunity for Worship and Awe”

Burned out PastorIt never fails, every few weeks I get to sit down either over coffee or on the phone with a brother-in-arms in the Gospel ministry who is ready to throw it all away and quit.  “Walking back into the world seems like the only hope I have to stay alive” one said to me recently.  Another pointing out how he just cannot go on taking the negative and thankless hatred that is spewed to his face and about him week after week.

It’s time to consider what makes a man go to the desperate end to consider walking away from what God calls him to do until his heart stops beating.  I’ve never really written about this, but boy have I lived and dealt with it many times over.  As a matter of fact, I have actually written a resignation letter more times than I can remember, the glory of it all, is that I have never printed them out and turned them in.  Thank God for His grace.

“Burn Out” is one thing, continuing to “smoke” is another.  As I entitled this post I thought some people would take this and run with it, we’ll see; however, when a pastor “burns out”, he often doesn’t even have the option of taking up smoking, because it would just belabor the problems in his life.  And when ministry knocks you down and there is hardly any breath left in your lungs, you are now just blue, but beaten to a pulp – I digress.

Really though, burn-out for the pastor is something that all too often comes quickly and smothering to the point that he is unable to overcome the pain, even if he remains, and becomes disqualified to shepherd himself, must less any flock of sheep.  As I think about these seasons in my past and know that there might well be such a season right around the corner, I think about Paul’s teaching to Timothy where he said, “preach the word in season and out of season.”  I know Paul was not lying here, but I can honestly say I have never seen an “in-season” for the word of God in many congregations.  Although one can see many in seasons in the lives of individuals and those who hunger passionately for God’s truth, as a whole, the bodies in the pews are not usually ready for the truth of God’s word.  So thinking through the seasons of a pastor’s life, I think it’s a big and constant “out of season” lesson that we must endure.

Well, I hope this helped, have a great life…

Now if I had ended this article there it would have been a mess.  So, as I move forward, I want to make very clear a few things.  There are reasons a man feels burnout and some of them can be man-made or God-made.  In this context, if a pastor, who is called of God to proclaim the Gospel of Christ and shepherd the body of Christ to maturity and love is doing everything but what God has called him to do, he has reason to be burned out because he is a wasted life.  On the other hand, sometimes proclaiming and pushing the truth to light brings some external and internal struggles that brings the frustration to a boil.  I want to mention a few things, obviously not exhaustively, that might help such a man get his bearings. Continue reading “Depression | Burned Out and Smoking… | Dealing with Ministry Blacks and Blues”

PAIN comes in many forms:


Emotional, Physical, Spiritual, Worldly


From many sources:  Family, friends, children, marriage, job, self…


All pain is interrelated.  When one part of hurts, it ALL suffers.

Physical pain can lead to emotional suffering and discourage our spiritual health.


Types of PAIN:


Obvious Pain – pain we can feel, see or acknowledge.

Invisible Pain – pain we don’t quite understand or that we don’t know we have

Outward Pain – pain that others can see.  We may or may not see it.

Inward Pain – pain that we know but do not disclose

Pain can be in a combination of these forms.


Emotional:  Burdens, depression, anxiety, fear, worry, doubt, lonesomeness, anger, hatred, rage, grief, discouragement


Physical:  Sickness, cancer, disease, fatigue, soreness, injury, ‘medical’ reasons for pain


Spiritual:  Apathy, rebellion, lack of spiritual guidance, scripture being ignored, fellowship refusal, sinfulness, temptation, guilt


Worldly:  poverty, destruction, disaster, crime, death, persecution, governmental


Reasons for PAIN:


Because of SIN in the world

Because of SIN in our lives

Because of FAITH – when we get closer to Christ, more obedient, sometimes we suffer more

Because of FELLOWSHIP – we suffer so that we might help others who suffer

Because of FUTURE – we suffer so that we might be made stronger for a task yet to come

Because CHRISTIANS have been commissioned for suffering


Matthew 24:9 (ESV)

9 “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation and put you to death, and you will be hated by all nations for my name’s sake.


Colossians 1:24 (ESV)

24 Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and in my flesh I am filling up what is lacking in Christ’s afflictions for the sake of his body, that is, the church,


2 Timothy 1:8 (ESV)

8 Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord, nor of me his prisoner, but share in suffering for the gospel by the power of God,


2 Timothy 2:3 (ESV)

3 Share in suffering as a good soldier of Christ Jesus.


2 Timothy 4:5 (ESV)

5 As for you, always be sober-minded, endure suffering, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry.


What is the real meaning of pain and suffering?

  Continue reading “Dealing With Pain and Suffering”